hey.. plenty to say abt yesterday
just a plain saturday with sj stuff that made it very interesting;

1) went to school for squad meeting for cny project.
i'm in admin wing, because all SCs are not in admin, training or support so they just throw us there. i still duno what to do except collect consent forms and squad performance.. feels slack.

2) sir hongwei came in to talk to us.. abt snco failure percentage.. and ask the reasons why..
seriously. out of all i think only ONE derserves to fail. the more i hear the more i pissed, the more my whole squad pissed.

where got advisors dont give their team ppl marks cos they nv attend activities cos advisors DONT ALLOW them to attend.. then cos of no marks then they fail. thats crap.

where got people judge on surface.. they do background work better, do all de namtags for their grp.. bottle labels.. den nv talk much during group stuff and then fail the person

where got advisors so lamely not around to ASSESS the trainees in important events such as BUNK INSPECTION.. and then they take it tt de trainee never SHOW their potential..

yah.. i conclude that snco rather crappish.. one squad one spirit.. OSOS.. all of us wanna boycott them.. kristian's lame idea with eugene.. then dickson logicaly say dont.. and of cos, in reality can nv do that.. sally lame joke about gonig there at 3..
still dun blv we are not good enough.. we rock as a whole.. even sir hongwei is biased against them.. call me overconfident or haughty.. i call it pride and being confident.. we are de best.

he very irritated with us cos we keep talking.. a sir going mad =p
we played blow wind blow.. cos we keep moving around the class.. split into SMCs.. departments.. SNCO groups.. damn funny =)) the whole squad keep moving around..

changed into uniform, and left the school in taxi to eat at army market. a woman left her hp in the taxi so i talk to her and then de taxi drove back to tanjong rhu after fetching us.. i did a good deed =)) very funny cos michelle sally and me all went.. " its not my fone.." den it kept ringing~

ate at army market den we were late by abit.. practise drill de whole day n that was boring.. but we do have alot of breaks then will lame around in air-con room. nice to see the familiar faces.. mercury peeps =)

then actual parade at 5.. LIM hongwei n lpl came down.. hw was super funny.. all of de gals tryin hard to control laughter.. kept smacking the guys shoulders after wearing their ranks n i was the first gal so i told him to shake hands from me onwards.. n then he told mich to return de dvds.. weird cos we havin casual conversation durin formal parade.. all of us keep wantin to laugh~

finally, we got to throw our berets at end of parade~ nv did it before.. but snco pop allow so we did it~ very cool thing to do =p

advsiors gave mercury a softtoy bear hp holder.. quite cute i like it. took pictures~ n it was very lame cos i was next to sally, ken, sam, xiaowen n daryl. photo takin took ages so we kept laughing n laughing abt nonsensical stuff

buffet~ got our camp tee~zone comissioner opened the conference room for us to sit.. he is a very kind and humble guy i feel =p with a very funny speech for parade.. yah~ so we went conference room and eat.. shuang had a bad stomach ache but i bet its fine now =) my squad play ball inside den bobocharchar spil on my softtoy bear.. idiot =P

left home at about 730.. after eating and taking pic.. finally sergeants~ time pass damn fast. as for ppl hu nv pass.. hope hw condemn the upper management of snco.. change crap into logic and give them de deserved ranks. stupid thing.

i drove kristian home n valerie to mrt.. in car talk to dad about meeting with mr pang. seems like now all our parents strongly against it.. damn sickening.. seniors cant change their minds n parents has final decision.
its somehow me n sally's fault for saying we wanna quit.. mich n shuang neutral.. confusing me.. dun wana think too.. cried when i went home.. parents were nice but i just felt sad~ yah burden comes when it starts.. but how big a burden.. i guess with such strong parental objection the stress will be lesser.. why stop now when its only six months more n im sure we can win the title once again~ why give xxxxxx schools a chance. haha. let time tell.

i dun wanna think. thanks shuang, kristian n you* for making me feel better last night. my squad girls rock to say tt they will come down train with us de entire june 1st week n always help us.. really feel motivated to have ppl like them behind us, they also cant play n they also come down for training~ thanks. also nv knew kristian think that much.. look playful and blur to me until talkin to him yesterday make me realise his not.. thanks.

love this song n its meaning;

[i turn to you*]

~When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.

And when I'm down you're there-
pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warmI turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything'
Cause your love is so amazing,
Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to..

For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true

I turn to you* ~